Hello my fellow meshers. I want to share this moment that happened to me and I guess there's someone who also went through it and can use this as motivation and there's also someone who can motivate me with their own advice. It's a share moment ☺️. Last year I had everything going on well with my hairdressing until I lost it all and had to start again. At that time I had also qualified for my second Jiinue loan. I didn't know what to do since my hairdressing business was all gone. I had to seek employment even though I was used to doing things on my own. When I got the Jiinue loan, I was torn between starting a business or using it to cater for my personal stuff like rent(which was now due with 2 months) , food and etc. I went to my friends for advice and that is when I started job hunting. Jiinue loan at this time was helping to maneuver through life. I paid my rent debts and I used some for transport as I was looking for a job and I also used it for food until I landed my new job which was now different because I was getting paid per month. The payment wasn't like how I used to receive money before when I did my clients hair and got the whole amount to myself, but I said I must be patient and wait to bounce back. Now I had to learn budgeting on how I can pay my loan every month, remain with rent and also leave some more for food and itineraries. Even though it's totally different right now, I am managing and this is my fourth month paying my loan every end month without defaulting. I hope this motivates you to keep trying and I am hopeful that I will go back to doing my own business as I used to do before. ☺️