October wish : • a design gig • inner peace • financially stability • good grades • a drawing gig • meeting the love of my life • more positive outlook for the future. • taste a little win • finishing all my books • lesser existential crisis • to catch a break • to feel loved • for things to work out • to have the best birthday ever • a chance to hear that music again, but with the right feeling • accept life as it's. • healing • a gentle touch • “we are pleased to inform you” email. • rain • vacation with family • being brave, calm • to be kind to myself • ride on the energy • consistent peace • a kiss on the forehead • opportunities • heal from things i don't talk about • visit aquarium • to get better • a honest drive to do things • moving on • love and faith • visit places • survive • happiness for everyone reading this.